2020
2020 Hi! 2:01 am - thought its already 17th the first month 2020, i'd like to say Happy New Year to my reader! YEAY! normally, when new years come people like to ask basic questions like; 'what is your goal for this year?' . for me, goals doesn't mean always start at begin of the year (maybe for some people yes) it is for me. the goals start when im ready. then that's my beginning for new goals. (why im writing this at 2 fcking am) okay. sometimes i feel useless for existing. because i think what im doing in my life didn't bring me to the path that i want to. sometimes it gives me frustrated to live a life. i think i want to continue my study but i don't have a specific certificate like Muet. so i need to get that first, then i got a problem on the other hands. and the problem comes one by one, that time i thought; "ah... i can't continue my study..." . at the time i ever think that my family doesn't want to hel
